YES YES YES YES!? too happy right now!?

 To do...

email CV to the new venue on green street,

re-do my CV to what Loz taught me.

tidy room,

shower, (of course)

watch the two transformers i haven't already seen.

Paint my nails

Pamper myself...

....i'm sure that they'll be more to add to the list in a bit...

I need a clear out its unreal! my room is a tip my head is all over. and i've got things being thrown at me from all angles!
i've applied for JSA, seen apartments that i want to rent with Rosa, handed out multiple CV's,  got a trial at limes bar,  got an audition for btec dance at burton college and have an amazing guy in the picture.

So far,,,life's pretty sweet!

what i want to bass this blog  on is my previous antics in the last week or soo...

here goes ;)

Since i can remember being 13 years of age i've always had this fear of approaching someone scary or inferior. and for some reason recently after breaking up with my ex boyfriend (christopher).  i dont seem to have that fear  anymore. it's like i'm more scared of having my heart broken! or letting my wall down and someone figures me out before i have even figured out myself! another thing i can NOT stand.
The Dentists.  

I HATE THE DENTISTS. i Vow after that time and the next filling i have to get i will NEVER go back. i hate needles. and i had to have two!? for one filling because my stupid fucking gum wouldn't numb up!!!

but enough of moaning about things i'm terrified of, i'm teaching myself guitarr :) so far only learntt the intro to old yellow bricks..but i'm getting there with learning the rest of the song.

Right thats all for today there isn't much else i'd like to say bar the fact  i need to attach a photo from the day to this post! hopefully will do it later...

Ciao xoxo