MyPast...x

listen up cause this is probably the very brief interview into my life of it all. basically i was born and lived in edinburgh, but i only lived there for a year. my dad is from newcastle which is where we moved to next. he left my mum for a younger women when i was like 2/3. and i lived in newcastle in a wonderful place called blaydon burn on bessie terrace for 10 years :) until my mum met anthony, who lived here. i had to leave my school behind which i'd only been at for a year cause my other school closed down (i'll explain that later) and moved here to derby. i was 11 by the time we'd fully moved down here and i started derby moor community school, where i got bullied until i left at the start of year 8, in the easter hols cause of a girl that was a bitch. i was home schooled for about a year and a half then my mum decided i was going back into school to face reality and to get good grades, which is how i'm in derby high school for girls now. i managed to start school on the 11th of june 2007 on a monday, i remember so well cause it was the day before i turned 14! :) and i got a great welcome into the school by on the second day setting a record of having two birthday cakes brought in cause of my birthday. then pretty much everything from there went down hill. more bitchyness started and i just grandually thought i can't be arsed and took it. so i've put up with it for so long and now i'm finishing up with my GCSE's and going on to do A level and then uni =) so far i've probably had a fair share of my ups and downs, and i think maybe more downs than ups but i'm sure the future will turn that around some how :) thats the roughest outline i've given to anyone so read it if you wont and comment if you like or wont to know anyyyy more about the little inbetween things :)
goodnigth all! chao xoxo

TheBurningRushOfFury!

oh god don't get me started on today! P has ticked me off so much i felt like punching him, HARD! ok it was never planned me going into town to see him which is probably why its turned out like this. i arranged to see tall J and AP but not him. in the end i saw quite alot of my mates haha. but thing is being with Ro and seeing them didn't help her situation, she felt like the other people saw more of me than her! and that me and her hadn't had enough time with each other so i felt so selfish! but i met up with 1, 2, 3, 4...5 people in town and Ro was one of them of course! :D i had Ollie to look after pretty much all day anyways so that made things worse tbh =/ but we were shopping for mothers day tomoro. so it was kind of essential.
derby match today was craaap...! and tbh so was the rugby! lol ireland winning... big mistake in fate there! haha nothing amazing has happened today tbh so i'll leave you with that to ponder on. so goodnight and talk tomoro! :D chao xoxo