well yesterday was my final exam. and from having my last exam my celebration was going to alex's house with rosa and kristian :) it was rather fun. but all day i kicked myself from not answering the last section in my exam paper.. which i regret.
another i can't stand atm im constantly regretting everything i said to chris. i dont know if its a good thing or bad that we'll never talk again but it brings to a tear to my eye :'(
its even worse when i know its probably hurting him as much as its hurting me.
my birthdays tomoro and all i can think about is that he's thrown away something i know he cares about... yet he thinks its the right thing to do?
my heads telling me that its hassle over but my hearts crying because i know i've lost something that could've been great.
i don't ever know what will happen now. whether he's ever gonna bother to talk to me. or anything. whether i'll get my stuff back. whether he will read this again. it hurts to not know anything.
but hopefully this will kick me in the ass and make me the same person i once was.


10.06.2010...(L)