I think you can only really say your having "a quiet night in" when you've actually had a night life. when you're partying till all hours in the morning everyday and using your teenage lives valuably. When you know you've had more than enough events everyday to make you want "a quiet night in" where you just sit down and find a text or a message asking you to go out and you decide to stay in with a hot chocolate and some old black and white movies.
I can't exactly say life is in the fast lane anymore. I used to have a life and two best friends that kept me on the go and now i'm just a plain Jane with nothing to do. not much to my life anymore but days in and out of homework and having my boyfriend round. i rarely have my own time now to pursue ambitions and hobbies. I start things i never finish. i do not hand homework in on time. i hate chores.. (doesn't everybody) and i can't stick to my seat when it comes to learning something ( yes i USED to play piano).
But why do i feel the sudden need to be rushed off my feet now when all i was begging for when i was that person was peace and quiet?
I guess i'll never really know but i know that i want to live my life. and i've got a checklist before i turn 18! :)
I can't exactly say life is in the fast lane anymore. I used to have a life and two best friends that kept me on the go and now i'm just a plain Jane with nothing to do. not much to my life anymore but days in and out of homework and having my boyfriend round. i rarely have my own time now to pursue ambitions and hobbies. I start things i never finish. i do not hand homework in on time. i hate chores.. (doesn't everybody) and i can't stick to my seat when it comes to learning something ( yes i USED to play piano).
But why do i feel the sudden need to be rushed off my feet now when all i was begging for when i was that person was peace and quiet?
I guess i'll never really know but i know that i want to live my life. and i've got a checklist before i turn 18! :)
