my heart is racing and theres a beaming smile on my face,
try and stop me i bet you can't,
he's taken my soul and made it dance. ♥
from a smile to a laugh, from a laugh to a cry.
i never want to see your light fade and i never want you to die. ♥
for once in my life i feel whole again. even if my hairs never the way i want it. the fact that everytime i get on the bus i can't stand sitting next to a stranger. the way those people stare at me and how awful i feel for mistakes i've made, i finall feel whole.
even with that small sense of worry today, as my heart sank from my chest when i'd heard some shitty news today. how could i honestly think my best friend would be so selfish, she is the most selfless person i know. the one person in my life i can go to and she'll never reject me. how could i...how could i dare think of such a thing. i just want to hold you in my arms because i want to keep you safe from harm sweetie ♥
oh how many mistake i've made in so many relationships. i'm going to garauntee myself i will not fuck this up. i'll tell myself everyday to make sure that no1 will stand in my way of being happy with him. how you hold my hand when its sweaty and you don't care. you look at me like nobody else does. you kiss me with enough passion to kill my nerves its that full of passion.
i'll shut up now. because lets face it.. i'm probably scaring him off.. lol
♥
promises probably don't mean much right now but if you're reading this;
i will never let you go,
just so that you know,
from mine to yours,
my love will show ♥
yes indeed, i love you♥
