As you know or probably have guessed im still dating JD and tbh i want it to remain that way for a long time. but yes back to the subject im talking about today, i happened to peer over JD's shoulder when he was texting someone. this was just after my mum ad a major go at me so i was still a bit upset about that when i realised he was texting his ex :/ not good i thought. i also happened to realise he said he was just at "a mates" then i thought great he's either ashamed of me or he's thinking of breaking it off.
i thought holy shit. because this is the happiest i've been in years. trust me. so instead of thinking yup i'll be fine, i really wasn't and i broke down when we were supposed to be getting the bus to his in town. ofc he had no idea why i was crying but thought maybe it was just cause of my mum and that whole thing of stress. but no it was cause of what he said thankfully i managed to confront him but only through text :s
i thought after i acted so obseesive etc and maybe i did but he said i didn't and there was nothign to worry about :) hopefully i wasn't
what do you think?
