that song is how i'm feeling.

Something inside so strong.

well i recently thought that my fears are becoming the better of me so i've decided that i'm going to get a tattoo..even though im freaking scared of needles.
another thing that i'm gonna put on a brave face (: for everything i do im not gonna ever let it get to me. i made a bad decision today. which has lead me to want to stop caring. i still have feelings for chris which is gonna keep hurting.
he doesn't want me in his life and i'm gonna respect that. because i know that all i do when i talk to him is that i piss him off.
i know that even when we're argueing my heart just races :(
i told my best friend Pete today that for everything he does i keep this strong feeling inside. god knows what will happen now :/
i just want him to know i miss him.