I woke up this morning and i felt like total crap, worthless to whatever point of my existence and it just sorta luls me over when i get up and realize i've also screwed over my friend who i was quite close to if i'm honest, as i was meant to go meet him to help him hand CV's out. so i've re-arranged to see him at two now. whether he replies after me bailing on him i will never know.
However on the front of whats happened with Jen and Chris, i can imagine i will eventually miss her. i always miss him but that's just love as we know it.to be honest i wish i hadn't told her to fuck off out of my life. i will miss her she had been a good friend. even if she says i wasn't a good enough friend. she helped an awful lot of the time.
It was a bit like when i lost Rosa i missed her for an awful long time before i even bothered about doing anything to make up for it and get her back and for us to be friends again.
However on the front of whats happened with Jen and Chris, i can imagine i will eventually miss her. i always miss him but that's just love as we know it.to be honest i wish i hadn't told her to fuck off out of my life. i will miss her she had been a good friend. even if she says i wasn't a good enough friend. she helped an awful lot of the time.
It was a bit like when i lost Rosa i missed her for an awful long time before i even bothered about doing anything to make up for it and get her back and for us to be friends again.
