Discovery

Today;

Long day

boring, spontaneous & alluring.

-applied for more dance schools but in derby, non of which do my level of "Expertise", if that's what you want to call it. 

-Applied for JSA (happy face)

-Have Rosa round.. 

i  learnt something today that could earn me a valuable lesson in love. We're all looking for something in the opposite sex, or for homosexuals of course the same sex. What i'm getting at is that everyone's looking for traits to check off our checklist for that special someone.

We're all looking for that special person, eventually. 

And when it comes to trying to look for the person no1 fits the criteria, until you don't expect it and you fall right into their arms and fall hopelessly in love with that person who suddenly meets your criteria, but then you realize your criteria comes with problems and side-effects. It happens to the best of us. we always fall for the wrong person. then when we know full well they were wrong for you we miss them  unconditionally.

We've all been there. and if you haven't then it will more than likely happen to you if you aren't careful. some girls and lads are clever enough not to get too deep. or even clever enough not to cheat or do anything wrong so that the relationship is perfect, and of course when things become perfect, they become boring. and eventually lose the spark. and even those types of relationships, the perfect ones fall apart eventually.

But to really sum up what i'm on about. we all search so hard for the one. 

But is there only just one? i'd love to say there is but there isn't. we'll fall for the people we don't expect ourselves to. and look so hard for the one that we can't  find them until one day. we find them.but until then, don't look because the harder you look the longer it will take for you to find them. criteria's only meet a vast limited amount of people. women or men. the search is so defined that it will never be found when looking for it. 

or what im trying to say the one is hard to find.

anyways rant over :) love is complicated! end of! <3