ok well i'm in school atm working on my music compositon. boring as shit. and its supposed to be on a musical! i've made it as if there was a musical called "Anastacia" :) and i've made a song for that. and i still don't have a name for it! its so hard trying to composed something i've never really had a feel for making. i make pop/rock songs nothing really more...well maybe indie more than anything and we're not allowed to do that D= boring as hell.
i have had such a tough time atm with my mum and everyone, mrs sample is like the devil, my mums her evil hench women and then there's the teachers, they're the little minions as well. but yes, last night my mum woke me up at 1:20 in the morning and kept me awake for ages!! shouting at me saying "its too late for you to get into the grammar school, blah blah blah." but i know she's only looking out for me.
tonight i'm going out luckily but nowhere amazingly exciting but ecclesbourne school to look at prom dresses and tux's for me and PF, so i have from 7 til half 9 to do that and find the most drop dead gorgeous dress for prom. i would honestly much rather go with C probably wont be awkward if i ended up slow dancing with him :) ^-^ lol but yeah PF is a good friend so i duno if it will be awkward slow dancing with him haha.
More About boys:
basically i know in my life i've had way too many boyfriends. since last year i've had four guys, slept with one of them and flirted about with the others. i can't honesly say i'm proud. but yes i've had my fair share of guys even if it is half of the little village i live in =/. i haven't slept with loads of people just been out with loads of people. or fallen inlove alot.
what i've learnt from it all is that you just really need to wait until you find someone you really like have fun with them constantly, see each other loads, and most couples have tend to found that they've been friends before as well. my last bf... Jimi i knew him about a week before we went out and it didn't honestly get us anywhere, we didn't know what to expect from each other so it ended in four months. not long i know but yeah..oh well. anyways gotta go end of school i'll update later...
chao! xoxo
