"I want us to live seperate lives. i can't deal with the distance."
Friday, October 14, 2011
Ok so insanity has taken hold of me once again, i'm a little needy, little annoying, lisp speaking crazy girl whom of which, when bored rights the most ridiculous things ever.
I talked to you-know-who again. he asked me to go visit him at the hospital. and for once, when my heart raced...i didn't go. i didn't flee from where i was, i never made up some stupid excuse to leave my mates house just so i wouldn't fall out with them, i didn't go.
in a way i'm proud but there's this overwhelming feeling inside of me telling me that i should've. but i know by now it's the love and care i still feel for him.
Anyhow,, for the past two weeks I've met some pretty funny people, all down to Rosa's new love. i must say it came at a surprise that she'd fall this quickly but he wouldn't stop pestering her/Stalking her... oh dear. but i must say out of their relationship i've met wonderful funny and entertaining people! :) besides the odd hick-up here and there lifes on its way to being great again.
Ciao. xoxo
I talked to you-know-who again. he asked me to go visit him at the hospital. and for once, when my heart raced...i didn't go. i didn't flee from where i was, i never made up some stupid excuse to leave my mates house just so i wouldn't fall out with them, i didn't go.
in a way i'm proud but there's this overwhelming feeling inside of me telling me that i should've. but i know by now it's the love and care i still feel for him.
Anyhow,, for the past two weeks I've met some pretty funny people, all down to Rosa's new love. i must say it came at a surprise that she'd fall this quickly but he wouldn't stop pestering her/Stalking her... oh dear. but i must say out of their relationship i've met wonderful funny and entertaining people! :) besides the odd hick-up here and there lifes on its way to being great again.
Ciao. xoxo
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