well some of you guys may know, i have a new boyfriend. his name is chris.
one of the nicest guys i've ever met and managed to get myself. handsome. talented. etc. we all like a guy who's like that don't we? well if i'm honest so much has gone on that im questioning how much he wants to be with me. you see the things i do when in a relationship aren't that great and aren't that reasonable.
its been just over a month now, i find myself falling for him. surprising i know.
but i have. he's an extremely loveable person and very very talented.
i dont wish to break up but certain things i know will possibly drive him to do so.
fortunately for me i've somehow talked him into staying with me?
he cares about me and i care about him. we're happy together and like each other very muhch. he tells me most girls he see's for a month never mke it past a month and yet, i have.
i've made it into a serious relationship which neither of us wanted. but i want to take things as they come. if we break up i want it to be on mutual grounds. and the fact that its the right thing to do.
i want him to know i'm happy with him and that i trust him. i think the only thing i really cant stand about him is the way he jokes about having other girls (and guys) on the side. but secretly i'm giggling inside.
tomoro i am leaving for newcastle so even though i really rarely do a blog post anymore i've decided to tell you anyways :)
i do hope you all have had a wonderful easter hols or even just a good easter :)
happy holidays (Y)
Ciao...xoxo
