right well update on wha i've been doing recently..
BUBBLEPOPS!
i've been in this for a while now but only rehearsing and the over-all performance is tomoro at 1 and 4pm if anyone's interested.
its going to be filmed for the channel Cbbies! so i'll be on the tele..WOO!
its gonna be a blast and it gets me a great mood EVERYTIME! :D
another update; nothing but friendship between me and chris. although i still love him. it was beautiful today though...my heart just skipped a beat when he caught me off guard with that kiss. and this morning...*sigh* blissful. tantilizing. breathetaking. not much else to say really.
but its weird i dont feel at all hurt now knowing me and him aren't together and kissing him. it felt so right but then again he told me it was because that was what i wanted so of course it would.
maybe i'm living in a dream world.
but it feels so right and i'm pretty sure he doesn't want to stop kissing me anytime soon. but i could be wrong.
yet another update;
i learnt today that when in a relationship its essential to be supportive of everything your partner does for their own future. even if your not it in..
what i wrote in my diary today (not just the days i missed because i dont want to stop writing about HIM) but this:
nowadays, liking someone is difficult. love someone's harder. feelings are so over used, the words like, love, honesty, trust, happiness. the last time i was really happy i couldn't careless about school/college. and nearly threw it all away. which is why being with someone is difficult. because if you can't get on with your life while with them your then living your life to just please them and not helping yourself. (always chose a partner who supports what you do for yourself and your future even if they;re not in going to be in it)
Ciao...xoxo
yislycab....don't ask ;)
