That four letter word people use so often in a day. it becomes meaningless more and more its used.. i think i've said it so many times that now i just can't say it because people use it like a hanky, just say it like it means nothing. a guy today told me he loved me, i was shocked thats all i can say tbh i feel sorry for him. 1 because i don't honestly feel the same and 2 because he's just such a nice guy. but thumbs up for everything else right now cause things seem to be heading up from here for me (Y)
right what happened today...
this morning was lacking in anything exciting happening. i was dog tired for being up so late and i still haven't finished my bloody essay on educating rita! i also had to text R's guy so i had someone to text today.. but T finally got his free texts for the month so had him to text up until about two until tall J texted me, gladly i texted back and ofc we had a random little chat haha all day i've been pondering about guys.. duno why but i just have been! talked to jenny all day about guys... whaty hers was like etc and ofc my own problems with em because tall J, i have it in for him which aint good.. because he's friends with my ex and best friends with the dude that R likes. But C, now there's a diffo story :) seeing him tomoro and tbh i can't wait. only going into town but its better than nothing :) or i wouldn't have been able to see him in two weeks! awful i know but i am quite busy these days with school work and it is my GCSE year.. :/ and moving around alot. i don't know whats gonna happen tomoro but i'm just glad i'll be able to see him.
oh yeah and the weekend god i have nothing to do everyones all of a sudden busy! even P is! and thats only because i pissed him off ¬_¬.. what a prick.
oh and thank you for the comment on my last blog basically yes i have had it happen to me.. about twice. i know sounds harsh but you honestly can't help falling in love these days, it all happens so fast with people who kinda just know they're soul mates but both times were totally never gonna happen cause the first dude lived in oxford and the other lived in conventry! so no surprise it wasn't gonna happen! thanks for the comments! commet again if you wish but for now chao! xoxo
