You can have your shirts back, go get them from the ashes from when i burned them in a fire you prick.


You know, to say the least he should have some common decency to ask for them back himself. after all i did find out last night him and slag face broke up. i even contemplated trying to get him back!? what was i thinking. i've always been better off without you. better as a person. with my friends, family and just generally enjoying life instead having you there always holding me back and telling me who i can and can't be friends with. I was willing to give my whole life for you, metaphorically of course. i wouldn't ever take my life because for that bastard. i wouldn't let myself sink as low as him. 
But on another note, stupidly... I've unblocked him. the urge got the better of me. not only to find out what happened about him and slag face, but to see if he'd talk to me. i know i shouldn't have and to be honest it's going to drive me to tears again i know it. either that or he'll block me. one way or another I've just made a monumental mistake. 


Okay, lets move on from that shit. James comes in less than a day :) however, my rooms a tip, my hair only looks clean for about a day, i have no plans on what to do when he gets here (i'm basically winging it), he's now staying here til Wednesday which is a lot longer than i thought he was. Of course that's not exactly a problem. but it means i have to think of things to do so he doesn't get bored! :L anywho he's coming sunday and spending it here with me til Wednesday :) should be awesome.