After everything, all the hard work i've put in. the pain i've gone through. all for this. to have to lose a best friend. to have to have that pricks name brought up in conversation once more.

i'll admit now that i'll miss the chats i had with Jen, and being like a big sister but it gets beyond ridiculous when the girl lies to my face and then  tells another one of my mates to cover for her? thats just wrong. i woulda respected her if she'd have just told me straight up. 

then to top it off having her talking to chris about me? neither of them have any right to tell me what i can and can't do with my life. so what i slept with two lads!? big fucking woop.