he was mine once. and now he's everybody's.

he was mine once. and now he's everybody's.

Scream.

omfg its still getting to me. its been what, three weeks? and its still getting me angry. i don't even want to hug him without thinking about that girl having her hand all over him? why the hell is it still stuck in my mind???
its getting worse. itss not a feeling i want in me because it makes me want to kill someone. and i'm not on about metaphorically anymore. its a bad bad anger that will do something stupid to someone around me. he doesn't care he's done it though. he really doesn't. it doesn't phase him how much is angers me!? trust is one thing but thats what made us break up. that and other contributors. 

Love, Save The Empty Official Video by Erin McCarley

I love Christopher Alan Bunce very much!

Triumph!

i totally love this! i actually managed to succeed in distracting myself with talking to old friends, playing solitaire and i managed to not speak to Chris for three hours while he was out in town! i'm so proud of myself. like actually! i'm so so proud.

And not to mention got my sexy new boots today! oh how they made my feet orgasm!
something to tick off my christmas list. now what's left is camera and money :D with new high heels...

so yes. accomplishment! and i feel quite happy :) so i'm going to bed with a smile on my face and i get to talk to him tomoro morning. should put a bigger smile on my face again.

www.facebook.com/Jasblondie

My facebook that now exsists for everyone.
then i have my personal one...
Jasmin Sund

Have fun deciding which one you deserve to be on.

you're actually quite annoying, you know when you dangle me on the edge and now i don't even know if i want to see you!? grr boy you anger me.

yes i am scared of loosing you to be honest. no i really don't want to. and yes i would like to think that forever is possible.

yes i am scared of loosing you to be honest. no i really don't want to. and yes i would like to think that forever is possible.

why is it agony not knowing if he's ok? i'm picturing him crying in corner :( i don't want him to be hurt. i don't want him to be in pain. why do i feel this way?

Erik Hassle - Hurtful

Just don't get upset and carry on calling. he'll miss you in time. and you know he has to talk to you eventually you have his money. yeah ok you lied to protect him? i have no idea to be honest.  
Nevermind just call him later and see what happens. he'll forgive you :) 

well that was a strange but interesting thing to wake up to. lol a call at 6 a.m telling me they haven't been asleep all night. Well what can i say i was up til 2ish and god knows how because i was only playing on chess! ha ha.
i've recently discovered a newblog that caught my eye, hey everybody check it out :)

www.itslikeacarcrash.blogspot.com

p.s my mum snores like an elephant. ha!


Ciao xoxo

Woopahh!

you seriously need to stop telling me you love me now that we're not together because its keeping me here attached to you.

i've actually had a really nice evening. not the day but everything else has been good :)
sorted through a whole load of old shit from when i was like 12! ha ha.
and a lovely conversation to end it all.

night night you bloggers!

Ciao xoxo ♥

some wise badger

You are what you do - not what you think

"When one door of happiness closes, another one opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."

Nothing gives one person so much advantage over another as to remain cool and unruffled under all circumstances."

Live life as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

her

he's only doing this for us to get back together :) i know he is

♥

Fuck it :) everyones gonna see it anyways! :L

You are so beautiful why don't you just see that? ♥

I'm Praying to God that by New Years or Christmas i'm back with Christopher ♥

a fresh start.

This may take a while but i'm going to do it because i might like the outcome.
yesterday i was told several things by the guy/man/boy that i love.
things that i knew would crush me but i think i know how to deal with it now.
but i know what i've done wrong too. i've cheated and lied to him. and obviously,
now that i'm loosing him, i regret it. he told me yesterday he liked someone else. i nearly collapsed.
i don't think i could take the pain. This next week will be hell for me trying to mend bridges and fix
holes. but it has to be done. all i want is to be a better person right now, not only for myself but for
others sake too.
if i actually want to be successful at teenage life and not fuck it up more than i have done in the past months or my 17th/16th years. i will change for my well being, for chris, to prove to everyone i'm not who they think i am and to prove i will no longer be the old me.

Ok i may have lied :/

When i said 'if Chris sleeps with someone else i would walk away and never forgive him. I lied. I don't care if he did now that he has told me he has. I just want to be with him forever. I don't care what he does to me along the way all i want is him and me to be happy together. :(

i hope you do go shag someone else, so i can be the one that walks away and has the last laugh when people tell me i told ya so.

Halloween, Nose Piercings and Happiness

Halloween ♥

New Nose Peircing ♥

Just before we got back together ♥

Whipped?

"""""Jasmin I love you dearly I dnt want to live my life without u n I think me staying with u is going to b gd for u if u cn jst trust me then u cn hapy n like niki said if u trust me I wil treat u lyk royalty I cn promise u I wil give u everything under the sun I'm not gna cheat or lie I believe u won't either like I said rite down everything u havnt told me yet so we cn finaly have clean conciounce each that's we both need mines 3 jst need ures to be, I have neva loved sOme one lyk I love you trust me jasmin x x x x x x x""""






Whipped ♥

funnies thing thats happened to me recently. i went out with my boyfriend last night. we saw one of his friends, Nicola. we then get invited back to hers, have a few drinks and get really drunk. i took a few pills cried a few tears. big fucking woop. but, here's the twist. a three way kiss happened between me, my boyfriend and this girl. i knew a while back he got her number, for whatever reason it is unknown but a three-way kiss should be equal. its not equal when you can't feel you're boyfriend's tongue anywhere near yours. THATS when you should be worried. because quite frankly...that my friends is called cheating...
uh-huh..


& Goodbye ♥

i dont care if you don't love me. i love you

The crazy Life i lead....

There's Chris. He's the guy i'm head over heels in love with.
There's my crazy family which consists of;

Mum♥

Ollie ♥

Dylan, Ellie & Blake ♥ 

Then Lisa & Dad ♥

• Then there's the friends...Peter, Jacob, Jade & Jessie 
• Also the people who are just friends and not best friends but we'll get to those later ;)
• However i have enemies and a lot of them. So thats my last point.

R.I.P Crissuity

Its a horrible thing death. When some poor creature or human has lived its last breathe and can no longer go on for a problem in their body. My poor rat Crissuity just died in my hand today 01/11/2010 at 16.50p.m.
i think i'll regret never really handling her enough because i took for granted how precious she was. i did love her to bits. RIP....