list in order the top 5 people u love ?

erm its slightly asque. but Christopher, My Sister, My brother, Friends and erm mum and dad?

asssskkkkk mee, most things :)

Sexy Mo'foo's

                                                     Taylor Momsen....a fashion Goddess ♥

                                                     The Oh-So Mysterious Kaya Scodelario ♥

These Women are two of some of my many inspirations. They're Unique. Fashionable. and have everyone's attention when they walk down the street. How these girls amaze me :') x

A Lesson Of Love

Watch from 7.09 minutes in and you'll see Brooke and Julian :)

Don't you just hate it when people don't reply? especially when they tell you someone in the pub they're working in has got a problem with you and has the capablity of smashing your head in? yep i'm worried. x

i feel really rather crummy.

ok so christopher's birthday is next week and i feel pretty shit because he wants to go with all the girls coming on a pole. Putting in a short version.

Yes i know he loves me. and i was feeling brilliant a few days ago because i managed to break through a barrier that i never thought i'd over come. but i have, and i'm proud to say on my own. lol.
But for the past week or maybe two, there has been some very big up's and down's. Recently having got engaged, he feels like its too soon to get married. And i don't actually think he's right for once. It doesn't feel right to just stop it all. However he has told me that he'd like to still be engaged.
Being engaged isn't going to help us with our insecurities. But i feel like it'll make us happier. and its both what we want? isn't it?
So i'm left now confused and dazed unsure what to do with myself when i see him or think about it when i'm with him.

this is to be continued....