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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Once Upon a Time...

there was this guy, and then there was this girl.
he was the only one she spent her time with on a joint school holiday, skiing in italy.
the whole trip was amazing, because of him. and to her luck he liked her too.
kiss and tell, no. but kiss in the bedroom of hers is what happened.
you could've said it took off from there but i think it was when he asked me out. he was the only one thats ever asked me out. properly! "what if i were to ask you out now, what would you say?" she said "i'd say yes" :)
:') the perfect moment. the best moment in my whole life. i promise you that.
the rest of the holiday was just total bliss. i wish it had never ended. that evening he told me he loved me. and so freaked out i said i love you too. i didn't know whether i'd said the right thing considering it was that day we only started going out.
but the flight home proved the fact i knew that i was indeed, in love with him even after such a short time.
the flight home proved difficult to cope because me and him got seperated, he needed leg room (he's 6 ft 4)and there was a space available but the teachers were sitting in the seats next to him... which sucked. so i had to sit behind him which was ok. i sat down and within the time of taking off and getting a good altitude i was crying because i couldn't be next to him. i held his hand a lot the time and it was lovely but yes thats how i knew i was in love with him...by having such a hard time dealing with not being able to sit next to him.
we both got home and were in different coaches which wasn't so bad tbh. but yes we arrived home back in derby at my high school, and our parents picked us up...we both had stars in our eyes. his mum asked "so how was it?" he replied "it was fantastic" or something along those lines.... but yeah his mum could tell, she told me sometime later when being at his house <3 bloody true love i call it :P
i really loved him, i really LOVE him. i put this on facebook and i want it to stay there.
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I'm Rather muchly in love with a guy thats been there for me from the very begining. He always seems to make me laugh, smile and give me butterflys.
i can honestly say he's the best person in my life that i know!
i'd trust him with my life, i've given him my heart already and i would like to stay with him forever in his arms ♥
Through Thick & Thin You Are My Everything Jack Dring ♥ i love you and always will xxx
:') the best times of my life with him.
and now look where its all gone, from my past, i know i've never been the most sensible of people but i changed for the better, i changed for him. i dont think he even gave me a real reason :/ i still love him because of that. because he didn't have any liable reason to break up with me. :(
they found that the summer offered amazing events, the spring of june offered us a brilliant enhance to the love we felt and it felt as though the days would never end. or atleast we didn't want them to. i'll never forget those days where i didn't want him to leave me because my world would come crashing down and it now has.
he said we'd get married and travel :'( boy i miss you saying that <3
"i love you and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you" the pain of reading that from a long time ago.
i wish it would all come back because truely i miss you and truly i love you.
come back to me <3 i meant everything that i said, i dont ever go back on any of my promises. i want us back together, we were good together. :'(
ciao xoxo

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