For the first time i experienced town last night. Some of the worst few hours of my life.
i felt under-dressed, fat, ugly and worst of all so pissed off and angry.
Remember that girl i mentioned...Meghan Mackinnon ? Well i saw her in town and of course me being pissed as a fart and Christopher on his way to town i thought it was because he was meeting her?? yes i know. clever move to shove her right? WRONG! i will never do that again. i just want to have a good time the next time i go. if i ever dare go again!
so on another note, i've noticed...people seem to get better looking as they get older? have better clothes, better make up, better personality...again why am i not like everybody else and do everything like everyone else?
Just had a bit of a eventful weekend if i'm honest. didn't go to college friday so it pretty much started there. And on friday got asked to go to a party asked for someone to borrow my ID. (GOD I FEEL OLD NOW)
Remember those days you wished you were older? Well i'm not obviously there now but now that I'm 18 its a privilege of being able to do what the fuck i like...ha! it felt good showing my ID to the doormen of Mosh. ^_^ i must admit being 18 has is perks.
Also on friday i went out with a new friend but still someone i've known a while, Stewart Campbell :) we had two jugs or whatever the special drink name it has to all three of us. The Jugs consisted of 6 shots in each jug and they cost fucking £7... and i paid for most of them!
i felt under-dressed, fat, ugly and worst of all so pissed off and angry.
Remember that girl i mentioned...Meghan Mackinnon ? Well i saw her in town and of course me being pissed as a fart and Christopher on his way to town i thought it was because he was meeting her?? yes i know. clever move to shove her right? WRONG! i will never do that again. i just want to have a good time the next time i go. if i ever dare go again!
so on another note, i've noticed...people seem to get better looking as they get older? have better clothes, better make up, better personality...again why am i not like everybody else and do everything like everyone else?
Just had a bit of a eventful weekend if i'm honest. didn't go to college friday so it pretty much started there. And on friday got asked to go to a party asked for someone to borrow my ID. (GOD I FEEL OLD NOW)
Remember those days you wished you were older? Well i'm not obviously there now but now that I'm 18 its a privilege of being able to do what the fuck i like...ha! it felt good showing my ID to the doormen of Mosh. ^_^ i must admit being 18 has is perks.
Also on friday i went out with a new friend but still someone i've known a while, Stewart Campbell :) we had two jugs or whatever the special drink name it has to all three of us. The Jugs consisted of 6 shots in each jug and they cost fucking £7... and i paid for most of them!
