Right well sunday (today) i decided needed to do my irst draft of my coursework which im actually behind on, Erm Woops :L
But doing coursework isn't un to do without breaks. and my breaks consist of guitaring to all time low's Damned If i Do You (damned if i don't) because im listening to their live and unplugged on mtv recorded on youtube :D its amazing because i've now decided if i can get up to scratch again with my guitar then i shall atually post in on youtube of me doing a cover of it! :D
but yes back to coursework for a tad, if anyone knows anything about the roles and reresentation of women in the novel "Not So Quiet" by Helen Zenna Smith give me a bell! (Y) :)
xxx
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Rejected.
2009 in a whole was brilliant for several reasons; Jack dring for 7 months of it. starting college and becoming some what of a new person. i made the stupid decision of falling for someone and i had my heart broken because of it.
2010 for me i'm hoping will come along with some brand new and good changes.
the last day of 2009 was spent in the good company of my friend jake's house :) lovely person and a good friend. house party for the end of 2009. bloody brilliant.
litre bottle of WKD and vodka, WKD was gone by 10, vodka was opened at about 11 and then more people i knew arrived which was good.
jake asked if he could invite this one person that not to long ago i'd met, Alex :)
and fortunately he asked me because he knew i liked him from the gig we'd met at two or three nights ago. Hum hum in more words than one.
But for the life of me i wass drunk before he got there... what a prettyy site :L
i'd invited a few people myself not clearly remembering i had invited my crush Tom Dempsey.
he is very lovely and we'd talked a few times before this party. this was literally the second or third time i'd met him in person. we seemed to laugh together a lot through text, anywho on with the story...
yes i'd invited my crush :) and until he came i'd been snogging the facee off of alex..ok so there goes liking alex out of the window. i went and met him at the end of the drive when he arrived, gave him a huge hug because ofc i was off my face by this point, and it had already struck midnight, i thought with inviting tom i would get a new years kiss from him, but instead i got a snog off alex, he snogged someone else so i thought it would be ok to snog Dempsey, "Kerching!" he liked me. and after all that the day after and texting him, i told him what had happened with alex before he got there and he hasn't text back...i apologised and told him i liked him alot. then basically no reply. im being ignored. rejected. and to put it through bluntly i think to be quite frank im hoping that he's just upset and will talk tomoro. i've tried seeking advice from people but they all tell me the same thing, talk to him tomoro. and i hopefully will. right now it looks bleak. oh well. to top it off me and alex are having crappy awkward conversations where im like, i shouldn't really say anything about me liking him too....right well i best sleep this off but on my last little note, i have talked to his friend to see if tom would reply to him. he did. so my theory went out the window of him ignoring everyone. hmm.
but thankfully he was all for dempsey and me getting together so he'll be talking to him tomoro :) fingers crossed people (Y)
ciao xoxx
2010 for me i'm hoping will come along with some brand new and good changes.
the last day of 2009 was spent in the good company of my friend jake's house :) lovely person and a good friend. house party for the end of 2009. bloody brilliant.
litre bottle of WKD and vodka, WKD was gone by 10, vodka was opened at about 11 and then more people i knew arrived which was good.
jake asked if he could invite this one person that not to long ago i'd met, Alex :)
and fortunately he asked me because he knew i liked him from the gig we'd met at two or three nights ago. Hum hum in more words than one.
But for the life of me i wass drunk before he got there... what a prettyy site :L
i'd invited a few people myself not clearly remembering i had invited my crush Tom Dempsey.
he is very lovely and we'd talked a few times before this party. this was literally the second or third time i'd met him in person. we seemed to laugh together a lot through text, anywho on with the story...
yes i'd invited my crush :) and until he came i'd been snogging the facee off of alex..ok so there goes liking alex out of the window. i went and met him at the end of the drive when he arrived, gave him a huge hug because ofc i was off my face by this point, and it had already struck midnight, i thought with inviting tom i would get a new years kiss from him, but instead i got a snog off alex, he snogged someone else so i thought it would be ok to snog Dempsey, "Kerching!" he liked me. and after all that the day after and texting him, i told him what had happened with alex before he got there and he hasn't text back...i apologised and told him i liked him alot. then basically no reply. im being ignored. rejected. and to put it through bluntly i think to be quite frank im hoping that he's just upset and will talk tomoro. i've tried seeking advice from people but they all tell me the same thing, talk to him tomoro. and i hopefully will. right now it looks bleak. oh well. to top it off me and alex are having crappy awkward conversations where im like, i shouldn't really say anything about me liking him too....right well i best sleep this off but on my last little note, i have talked to his friend to see if tom would reply to him. he did. so my theory went out the window of him ignoring everyone. hmm.
but thankfully he was all for dempsey and me getting together so he'll be talking to him tomoro :) fingers crossed people (Y)
ciao xoxx
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