Clingy Or Obsessive?

As you know or probably have guessed im still dating JD and tbh i want it to remain that way for a long time. but yes back to the subject im talking about today, i happened to peer over JD's shoulder when he was texting someone. this was just after my mum ad a major go at me so i was still a bit upset about that when i realised he was texting his ex :/ not good i thought. i also happened to realise he said he was just at "a mates" then i thought great he's either ashamed of me or he's thinking of breaking it off.
i thought holy shit. because this is the happiest i've been in years. trust me. so instead of thinking yup i'll be fine, i really wasn't and i broke down when we were supposed to be getting the bus to his in town. ofc he had no idea why i was crying but thought maybe it was just cause of my mum and that whole thing of stress. but no it was cause of what he said thankfully i managed to confront him but only through text :s
i thought after i acted so obseesive etc and maybe i did but he said i didn't and there was nothign to worry about :) hopefully i wasn't
what do you think?

Ok So now...

You'd think someone loved up would constantly have their heads in the clouds but no. i'm stressed constantly atm because of exams and luckily after tomoro's biology it'll be a week and a half off :D to spend with JD :D

right well todays beenn fuckign awful. english literature exam. god knows how i've done and i need to do good in it cause i maybe taking it for A level. then maths non calculator was yesterday so tomoro is my last for ages :)

Currently:
(listening to: the klaxons - golden skans)
(talking to: Tom best friend)
(doing: all of the above while sitting on my bed)
(watching: the end of CSI miami, good times)

anyways thats all i sort of have to report cause i'm rather busy nowadays but tomoro i will be as free as a bird so i WILL write then :)
Chao xoxo

LastDayOfTheRestofMyHighSchoolLife

right reporting from in the class room. well library but in six mins i hav to go. :( im gonna miss this school so muc hand the many memories it holds within of my presence. i feel crushed that i'll probably never return to any of the class rooms i've been taught in. or perform on the huge stage which is magnificant in its own way. the people who have taught me are about the greatest teachers i've had.

Ms Supran: an amazing drama teacher in her owns ways. and the perfect teacher to get let off all the time :) she's pushed and pushed me to the best of my ability and for that i thank her.
Ms Jordan (form tutor): she's also pushed me. cause lets face it i've been failing for a long time! but she's kept on my back to get everything done and tbh i have managed but i couldn't have done it without her :) thank u
Mr Pickens/Ms Render: what can i say the two best english teachers i've ever had! Mr Pickens constantly puts up with me and i dont know how he does it cause im a hand full and a half! right i'll carry this blog on at lunch! gotta go!
10:28..to be continued!

Continuation...:
Mrs Eales: amazing maths teacher.. im such a teachers pet when in her lessons and i can't actually help it!
Mrs Collingwood: saw my true potential in bio...that i could never take higher and get a C OR D! to save my life!
Mrs Rielly: sorry i can't spell her name, atleast i dont think thats how you spell it! she's not only my chem teacher but my head of year and tbh she's a godd head of year for year 11! she's supportive and kinda and has helped alot over the past year and a bit :) thanks (Y)
Dr Brown: Physics just happens to be my fav subject atm and he is an amazing teacher. such an individual way of teaching and he does it with such style!
thats about it for my teachers i think. if not then basically all my teachers have heped through these years. and you know who you are if you taught me or not :) so yeah! but yeah today was amazing for my last day at DHS :) will never forget anyone then <3

chao xoxo